When life seems hopeless
And you're all alone
And no-one's there to dry
The teardrops from your eyes
When you can't find a single reason left to try
Baby I will, Baby I will
Tell me the secrets
That you've locked away
Confide your deepest fears
That haunt you every day
All of the little things
Nobody else could understand
Baby I will, I will
It's alright
I'll be there
Count on me
Anytime, anywhere
I'll show you love
'Till the end of my life
When no-one else will stand by your side
I will
When all you've counted on
Comes tumbling down
And there's only emptyness
That nothing seems to fill
And when you can't remember
How to be strong
Baby I will, I will
It's alright
I'll be there
Count on me
Anytime, anywhere
I'll show you love
'Till the end of my life
When no-one else will stand by your side
I will
When no-one else will stand by your side
I'll be standing right by your side
I will
Hell-o, my name is ________ , it depends on what you want me to be called. I am half Dementor and half Death-Eater. You fool me once, then enjoy your karma. You fool me twice, then you can be the player; but hell yeah i will always be the coach.
Life is a biatch, so.. why so serious?
T W E N T Y S I X
RANDOM FACTS
well, i am 26 years old, aren't i?
ONE i am dope.
TWO i do judge a song from its intro.
THREE step up 3 is the best dance film i've ever watched. the soundtrack is smokin awesome.
FOUR i am a Leo that born on Tiger year. I slip the claws inside my pocket.
FIVE i am listening to Arctic Monkeys - Baby I'm Yours when i type this.
SIX Johnny Depp, Alex Turner, Adam G. Sevani, Mark Foster, Madd Chadd, Bondan Prakoso, Nick Hexum, Mike Shinoda, Wes Borland, are the best living creature God has ever made.
SEVEN PVD is the initial of my previous boyfriend.
EIGHT i'm working with my voice.
NINE i have one older sister and one younger brother.
TEN i'm single, but not available.
ELEVEN i love the sound and smell when a mosquito is being buzzed by the electricity racket. Eat that!
TWELVE ammm.. i don't really like bald guy.
THIRTEEN i can sketch, sing, draw, paint, play music instrument. Art is my middle name.
FOURTEEN i'm professional at fake smile.
FIFTEEN i'm a weekdays and weekends warrior
SIXTEEN t-shirt, jeans, and canvas flat shoes is my style
SEVENTEEN you can type my fullname on search column on Facebook, and you won't find me.
EIGHTEEN i'm not for sale
NINETEEN my bedroom wall is baby-blue painted
TWENTY> i can be royal for a real-friend
TWENTYONE 1 point plus for smart & educated guy
TWENTYTWO David Guetta is hot
TWENTYTHREE i like to throw things everywhere. but i'm good at find them when i need.
TWENTYFOUR 24 is my age 2 years ago
TWENTYFIVE my best fiction character award goes to Ronan Weasley, Gambit, Sanosuke Sagara, and Murdoc Niccals
TWENTYSIX i am dangerous
T O D O L I S T
things to do
i'm not good at doing things in order, please notify me later.
filling the organizer book thinking about him. waking up earlier than 4 am and prepare things so i don't get late for work taking my ex boyfriend back slaping those two-face coworkers practicing some moves washing dishes GET AN ADEQUATE SLEEPING QUALITY TIME.
T A G B O A R D
what?
Karena Saya Cuma Manusia Biasa, B.
09:07:00 - Sunday, 19 February 2012
"Tuhan, Kau tau aku bukan orang yang mudah menyerah. Tapi kalau Kau ingin aku berhenti, maka aku akan berhenti."
Laki-laki yang belakangan ini selalu ada dalam doa gue bilang, gue adalah coach, yang jauh lebih pintar memanipulasi perasaan daripada player macam dia. Bentuk lain dari 'act like you don't have that kind of feeling to me, stop paying attention, and live your life without thinking of me even for a second'.
Hhhh..
Kamu lupa sayang, coach pun juga manusia. Punya perasaan, yang luka kalo digoresin pecahan kaca. Punya hati, yang bisa mati kalo dibunuh walopun pelan-pelan. Kamu lupa sayang, dan ga sadar kalo kamu lagi melakukannya sekarang.
Ga adil rasanya, kalo gue harus maksa hati gue buat stop merasakan apa yang dia larang buat gue rasakan. Apalagi pake embel-embel gue melakukan semua kebaikan dan perhatian ke dia selama ini, minta balesan. Apa ya, sakit aja dibilang begitu.
B, denger ya. Aku sayang sama kamu ga pake alasan, apalagi imbalan.
Gue mencoba menyesuaikan diri dengan keadaan dimana dia akhirnya tau kalo perasaan gue ke dia udah berubah sedikit demi sedikit, dari sekedar temen jadi orang yang spesial. Semakin hari gue merasa semakin tebal benteng pertahanan yang dia bangun di antara gue sama dia. Gue ga bermasalah dengan itu. Sepanjang gue masih merasakan perasaan sayang ini ke dia, gue ga akan berhenti. Tuhan belum menghilangkan perasaan ini. Dia belum mau gue berhenti. Entah sampai hati laki-laki itu terbuka, atau sampe Dia menghadirkan seseorang yang jauh lebih layak gue sayangi.
Sakit yang gue rasain, bukan sakit karena tertolak. Itu akan jadi biasa aja buat gue. Tapi ini sakitnya lebih dalem lagi. Karena dia meminta gue mematikan perasaan ini dan berhenti berharap, walaupun itu secara halus. Tuhan belum menggerakan hati gue buat yang lain.. kenapa lo suruh gue berhenti, Bud.. :(
