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I Will

by Chris Kirkpatrick & David Foster

When life seems hopeless
And you're all alone
And no-one's there to dry
The teardrops from your eyes
When you can't find a single reason left to try
Baby I will, Baby I will

Tell me the secrets
That you've locked away
Confide your deepest fears
That haunt you every day
All of the little things
Nobody else could understand
Baby I will, I will

It's alright
I'll be there
Count on me
Anytime, anywhere
I'll show you love
'Till the end of my life
When no-one else will stand by your side
I will

When all you've counted on
Comes tumbling down
And there's only emptyness
That nothing seems to fill
And when you can't remember
How to be strong
Baby I will, I will

It's alright
I'll be there
Count on me
Anytime, anywhere
I'll show you love
'Till the end of my life
When no-one else will stand by your side
I will

When no-one else will stand by your side
I'll be standing right by your side
I will

M U S T W A T C H !

Clip of the Day

Maudy Ayunda - Perahu Kertas (OST. Perahu Kertas 1, 2012)

B E H I N D T H E B L O G

The Biatch

Hell-o, my name is ________ , it depends on what you want me to be called. I am half Dementor and half Death-Eater. You fool me once, then enjoy your karma. You fool me twice, then you can be the player; but hell yeah i will always be the coach.
Life is a biatch, so.. why so serious?

T W E N T Y S I X
RANDOM FACTS

well, i am 26 years old, aren't i?

ONE i am dope. TWO i do judge a song from its intro. THREE step up 3 is the best dance film i've ever watched. the soundtrack is smokin awesome. FOUR i am a Leo that born on Tiger year. I slip the claws inside my pocket. FIVE i am listening to Arctic Monkeys - Baby I'm Yours when i type this. SIX Johnny Depp, Alex Turner, Adam G. Sevani, Mark Foster, Madd Chadd, Bondan Prakoso, Nick Hexum, Mike Shinoda, Wes Borland, are the best living creature God has ever made. SEVEN PVD is the initial of my previous boyfriend. EIGHT i'm working with my voice. NINE i have one older sister and one younger brother. TEN i'm single, but not available. ELEVEN i love the sound and smell when a mosquito is being buzzed by the electricity racket. Eat that! TWELVE ammm.. i don't really like bald guy. THIRTEEN i can sketch, sing, draw, paint, play music instrument. Art is my middle name. FOURTEEN i'm professional at fake smile. FIFTEEN i'm a weekdays and weekends warrior SIXTEEN t-shirt, jeans, and canvas flat shoes is my style SEVENTEEN you can type my fullname on search column on Facebook, and you won't find me. EIGHTEEN i'm not for sale NINETEEN my bedroom wall is baby-blue painted TWENTY> i can be royal for a real-friend TWENTYONE 1 point plus for smart & educated guy TWENTYTWO David Guetta is hot TWENTYTHREE i like to throw things everywhere. but i'm good at find them when i need. TWENTYFOUR 24 is my age 2 years ago TWENTYFIVE my best fiction character award goes to Ronan Weasley, Gambit, Sanosuke Sagara, and Murdoc Niccals TWENTYSIX i am dangerous

T O D O L I S T

things to do

i'm not good at doing things in order, please notify me later.
filling the organizer book
thinking about him.
waking up earlier than 4 am and prepare things so i don't get late for work
taking my ex boyfriend back
slaping those two-face coworkers
practicing some moves
washing dishes
GET AN ADEQUATE SLEEPING QUALITY TIME.

T A G B O A R D

what?

"Oh It's What You Do To Me"

23:22:00 - Wednesday, 17 October 2012

~R.

Labels: The One That Got Away

Budi..

01:26:00 - Saturday, 6 October 2012

Take care of yourself, Bud.. Remember all of your friends and family here, we love, we miss, and we support you all the way. Whatever you will do there, as long as it's good for you, i'm happy. Why should i have to feel sad if you will get better things ahead? Go for it, chase your dreams, and breakaway :')

And thanks for all those bittersweet memories we have.. :') See you again, rockstar :')

~R.

Labels: Him, The One That Got Away

Fin.

10:34:00 - Wednesday, 26 September 2012

I tried, you didn't. I'm done, have fun.

~R.

Labels: Him, That's what we called a LIFE, The One That Got Away

And I'm Like.. Forget You.

01:29:00 - Tuesday, 25 September 2012

Said, if I was bitchier, I'd still be with you.
Ha, now ain't that some shit. And although there's pain in my chest, I still wish you the best with a forget you

I guess she's an Xbox, and I'm more an Atari. But the way you play your game ain't fair.
I pity the fool that falls in love with you.
Well, I've got some news for you. Yeah, go run and tell your girlfriend.

Now I know that I had to be strong, be hurt, fooled, lied.. Trying to keep you, trying to please you.. 'Cause being in love with you ain't cheap.
Now, I pity the fool that falls in love with you.. Well, I've got some news for you.. Oh, I really hate you right now

Now, baby, baby, baby.. Why'd you wanna, wanna hurt me so bad?
And yes although there's pain in my chest I still wish you the best with a forget you.

~R.

Labels: Him, The One That Got Away

Never Break These Things.

20:44:00 - Saturday, 22 September 2012

~R.

Labels: The One That Got Away

And So I Wait.

23:40:00 - Friday, 21 September 2012

I wait for the time to heal the pain and raise me to my feet once again..
So that I can start a new path, my own path, the one that will make me whole again..

It's hard when someone special ignores you..
But it's even harder pretending not to care.

Well, not all the scars show. Not all wounds heal. Sometimes you can't always see the pain someone feels..

I wondered, how long this could last. Maybe someday, years from now -if the pain would just decrease to the point where i could bear it-- i would be able to look back on those few short months that would always be the best of my life.

And then i felt sad. Because i realized that once people are broken in certain ways, they can never be fixed, and this is something nobody ever tells you when you're young, and it never fails to surprise you as you grow older and you see the people in your life break one by one. You wonder when your turn is going to be, or if it's already happened.

I do believe things happen for a reason. People change, so i can learn to let go. Things go wrong, so i can appreciate them when they're right. I believe lies so i eventually learn to trust no one but myself. And i do believe, sometimes, good things fall apart. So that better things can fall together.

Dear God, if only you want me to stop, then i will stop. For now, let me just doing what makes me happy : to see him happy. Not because he's with me, but because of me.